@namarappuccino

"Aku ini seperti pantulanmu.

Ikut bahagia ketika kamu bisa tertawa."

@namarappuccino

"Jadi seperti ini, pernahkah kamu mencoba sekuat tenaga untuk berhenti mencintai seseorang, tapi lalu melihat senyumnya, dan menyadari kalau menyangkut apa pun tentang dia, ternyata hatimu rapuh sekali?"

Kata Hati: Sebutlah Itu Cinta - @benzbara_

"Ini tentang kisah kehilangan,

ketika kau mendapati separuh hatimu kosong dan merapuh

Atas nama ketidakpercayaan,

kita telah saling mengucapkan selamat tinggal.

Ketika tak ada lagi yang bisa kau percaya, ikuti kata hati.

Begitu seharusnya, bukan?

Dan, hati ini membawaku kembali kepadamu.

Tapi, kau tak lagi berada di tempat kita dahulu.

Apakah kau telah menemukan separuh hati lain-- selain hatiku?"

Randi kembali diam. Betapa jauh dalam hatinya ia berharap orang yang membuat Dera bahagia adalah dirinya sendiri. Betapa ia berharap tak pernah ada pengkhianatan hingga perpisahan pun tak perlu terjadi. Betapa ia berharap sayang dan rasa percaya saja sudah cukup. Betapa ia berharap hanya dengan dimasuki oleh satu orang, hati sudah merasa lengkap. Tak perlu dua, tiga, atau empat. 

(BAB "Masa Lalu")


"Kata Hati" (Bukune, 2012) - Novel fiksi romance Bernard Batubara. Kisah cinta manis yang tersandung oleh kenangan dan pengkhianatan.

Not Over You - Gavin DeGraw (Alex Goot cover)

Dreams, that's where I have to go

To see your beautiful face anymore

I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation

We both admit we had it good

But until then it's alienation, I know

That much is understood

And I realize

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you, not over you

Damn, damn girl, you do it well

And I thought you were innocent

Took this heart and put it through hell

But still you're magnificent

I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me

I turn around and I'm back in the game

Even better than the old me

But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you

And if I had the chance to renew

You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do

I could get back on the right track

But only if you'd be convinced

So until then...

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you

Not over you

Not over you

Not over you