Some of My Fav Songs

Glee - The Scientist 

Glee - Everytime

Glee - Dark Side

Alex Goot - Red

Glee - Dont Speak

Alex Goot ft. Against The Current - Catch My Breath

Glee - Teenage Dream (Acoustic)

five for fighting - superman

the story of us - taylor swift

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say, "They're the lucky ones."

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out.

So many things that I wish you knew,

So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like they care less,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle's in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end.

aku, kamu, dan sebagian kecil pasar buah kenangan

hai kamu.
iya, kamu yang bermata cokelat terang.
iya, kamu yang selalu aku tunggu.
baca ini.

1 tahun lebih 1 bulan 20 hari. 4 September 2011, remember that day? yes. the day you left me.
and the worst part is, the goodbye wasn't came out from your mouth. 
I was thinking, 'what have I done? what's my fault?' all over and over again.
crying, wondering, falling.
sepertinya, aku terlalu jatuh cinta untuk melepaskan.

tapi itu dulu. itu hanya awalnya.
aku tahu aku akan baik-baik saja. meskipun tidak se-'baik-baik saja' seperti saat kamu ada.
life goes on, you're gone, and I was trying to deal with it.
aku sudah hampir lupa. tapi kamu kembali menyapa.
aku kira aku bisa melupakan. I was wrong. sepertinya kamu bertolak belakang dengan kata 'dilupakan'.

mungkin selama ini aku bukan berusaha melupakan. mungkin selama ini aku hanya berusaha terbiasa tanpa kamu.
mungkin sebenarnya selama ini aku menunggu. meskipun kamu berulang kali menyapa lalu meninggalkan.
menunggu tanpa tahu apa yang ditunggu. menunggu kamu sadar lalu kembali, mungkin?
tapi tak apa, toh kedatangan singkatmu sudah mampu membuatku senang.
bukankah lebih baik begitu, kamu mengabariku sekali-sekali, daripada tidak sama sekali?

but then, she came.
dia datang dan kamu menerima. lalu, pertanyaan itu mulai muncul,
mengapa kembali jika akhirnya pergi lagi? mengapa memberi harapan jika tidak berniat bertahan?
aku lupa bagaimana rasanya saat itu. mungkin aku sudah mati rasa. sudah terlalu kebal untuk diberi luka.
kamu tahu apa yang aku lakukan setelahnya? I still there, waiting. hopeless, but hoping.
aku juga tidak mengerti kenapa aku terus menunggu.

"aku menunggumu sudah lama. mereka bilang aku bodoh. aku bilang, aku jatuh cinta."

dan hari itu tiba.
9 Juli 2012. MOS hari pertama. pembagian kelas XI dan XII.
aku mencari namaku. XI IPA 4, absen 20. lalu pandanganku mengarah ke atas, mencari satu nama di kelas yang sama. dan seperti yang sudah kuduga,
namamu ada di sana, XI IPA 4, absen 03. kita satu kelas lagi.
bukannya aku tidak senang, bukan. aku hanya khawatir. bagaimana bisa aku bertahan satu tahun dengan kamu, yang hanya berjarak beberapa bangku?
so, it was awkward at the beginning. we didn't talk to each other.
I pretended that you're invisible, and so did you.
look how smart we were pretending.

tapi, pada akhirnya, kita sama-sama lelah. sama-sama menyerah.
pada akhirnya, kita sama-sama membuka topeng. berkata tentang apa yang dirasa. bergumam tentang apa yang telah lama dipendam.
aku tidak tahu pasti kapan kamu menyadari, lalu kembali. dan aku masih tetap di sini.
masih menunggu. harusnya kamu tahu itu, sejak dulu.
ternyata, kita ini dua orang yang terlalu pandai dalam berpura-pura.
sama-sama ingin menyapa, tapi malah membuang muka.
sama-sama rindu, tapi tidak ada yang mau mengatakan lebih dulu.
menghabiskan satu tahun dengan sama-sama menunggu.


maybe, we need to be apart just to understand how much we truly need each other.
mungkin kita baru mengerti setelah kehilangan. mungkin kita memang harus belajar dari perpisahan.

dan yang terakhir, tentang ragu itu, bukannya aku ragu dengan perasaanku.
mungkin aku hanya terlalu berhati-hati pada hati. aku hanya tidak mau jatuh terlalu dalam, lagi.
jika memang berniat bertahan, jangan meninggalkan. hanya karena aku menunggumu selama ini, bukan berarti aku akan menunggu selamanya.
tapi untuk saat ini, masih dengan perasaan yang sama,  aku masih di sini.
dan masih akan tetap di sini, sampai nanti kamu sendiri yang mendesakku pergi.

"aku mau jika harus mencintaimu sekali lagi. tapi kali ini, boleh tanpa ada patah hati?"



oh, satu lagi, terimakasih sudah kembali. terimakasih untuk tidak mensia-siakan "menunggu"ku.

ini cerita tentang aku, kamu, dan sebagian kecil pasar buah kenangan.
selamat tanggal 24 November, s! <3

Kata Sederhana yang Diterapkan Dengan Rumit

"Ketika kamu jatuh cinta dengan sangat kepada seseorang, kamu gak akan tau kenapa.

Mungkin alasan itu akhirnya berhasil ditemukan. 

Sebuah kata sederhana yang diterapkan dengan rumit: Sayang."

@namarappuccino

classic, but this is true.

"I can't promise to solve all your problems, 

but I can promise

you won't have to face them alone"

@namarappuccino

"Aku ini seperti pantulanmu.

Ikut bahagia ketika kamu bisa tertawa."

@namarappuccino

"Jadi seperti ini, pernahkah kamu mencoba sekuat tenaga untuk berhenti mencintai seseorang, tapi lalu melihat senyumnya, dan menyadari kalau menyangkut apa pun tentang dia, ternyata hatimu rapuh sekali?"

Kata Hati: Sebutlah Itu Cinta - @benzbara_

"Ini tentang kisah kehilangan,

ketika kau mendapati separuh hatimu kosong dan merapuh

Atas nama ketidakpercayaan,

kita telah saling mengucapkan selamat tinggal.

Ketika tak ada lagi yang bisa kau percaya, ikuti kata hati.

Begitu seharusnya, bukan?

Dan, hati ini membawaku kembali kepadamu.

Tapi, kau tak lagi berada di tempat kita dahulu.

Apakah kau telah menemukan separuh hati lain-- selain hatiku?"

Randi kembali diam. Betapa jauh dalam hatinya ia berharap orang yang membuat Dera bahagia adalah dirinya sendiri. Betapa ia berharap tak pernah ada pengkhianatan hingga perpisahan pun tak perlu terjadi. Betapa ia berharap sayang dan rasa percaya saja sudah cukup. Betapa ia berharap hanya dengan dimasuki oleh satu orang, hati sudah merasa lengkap. Tak perlu dua, tiga, atau empat. 

(BAB "Masa Lalu")


"Kata Hati" (Bukune, 2012) - Novel fiksi romance Bernard Batubara. Kisah cinta manis yang tersandung oleh kenangan dan pengkhianatan.

Not Over You - Gavin DeGraw (Alex Goot cover)

Dreams, that's where I have to go

To see your beautiful face anymore

I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation

We both admit we had it good

But until then it's alienation, I know

That much is understood

And I realize

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you, not over you

Damn, damn girl, you do it well

And I thought you were innocent

Took this heart and put it through hell

But still you're magnificent

I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me

I turn around and I'm back in the game

Even better than the old me

But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you

And if I had the chance to renew

You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do

I could get back on the right track

But only if you'd be convinced

So until then...

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you

Not over you

Not over you

Not over you 

ha!

"Bahagiaku itu aku yang nyiptain, bukan kamu. Kamu gaktau sepenuhnya gimana aku"

Radit & Jani

so what - pink

lawas tapi enak. cekidot ;;)

I won't give up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

it's not right but it's okay - glee

smooth criminal - glee cast

glee - we are young

DJ earworm - United State of Pop 2012. check this out!

Wait - David Archuleta

I can’t sleep, I’m feeling wide awake
Tonight is taking it’s time
How much more before the morning breaks
And I can leave it all behind
‘Cause every time I try to close my eyes
I only end up seeing memories of you
And it’s never enough, I’m waiting

Even though you’re gone I can hear your heart
It’s calling out my name like a flash in the dark
If this is just a dream
I won’t give it back
I’ll find a way to make it last
One more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Just one more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go

I am keeping every word you say
But how much longer can I hold on
Cause whispers echoing until they fade
Remind me that you’re already gone
‘Cause every time I try to chase your voice
I end up getting lost and running in circles
And it’s never enough, I’m waiting

Even though you’re gone I can hear your heart
It’s calling out my name like a flash in the dark
If this is just a dream
I won’t give it back
I’ll find a way to make it last
One more minute wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Just one more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Just one more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Oooh yeah, don’t go

Even though you’re gone I can hear your heart
It’s calling out my name like a flash in the dark
If this is just a dream
I won’t give it back
I’ll find a way to make it last
One more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go
Just one more minute, wait, wait, wait, don’t go

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (Cover by Corey Gray)

Well you've done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing, we're just one big family

It's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Do you want to, come on, scootch over closer dear

And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'll be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't.

There's no need to complicate

'cause our time is short

This oh, this oh, this is our fate, I'm yours

jleb.

buat apa dia kembali? buat apa muncul sejenak lalu menghilang lagi nanti?

 perahu kertas

you and me - lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

sometimes, some things are better left unsaid :)

haloooo. lama ya nggak bacot disini,
dari kmaren postingannya mek copast lek gak video clip.
sebenernya pengen cerita disini. bacot disini kayak di plurk -_-
cuman, kalo ceritanya disini, aku pasti jadi inget lagi. flashback lagi. galau lagi. terus menyemangati diri. move on. liat postingan. inget lagi. gitu terus.
makanya aku bacot di plurk.
kan kalo di plurk males liat yg dulu2, udah banyak se hahaha.
liat anak anak cerita di blog itu enak gitu.
pengen jugak.

tapi yaa gitu, sesuai judul postingan:
"terkadang, beberapa hal lebih baik jika tidak dikatakan :)"

intan.mln